I always believed that life is so unfair. That is, whenever I envy of the things I don't have, whenever I lose, whenever I cry for things that makes me feel bad. But as try to reminisce the things I've been through, though life is unfair, God will always be there and will always be fair...

I've wasted my time, my feelings, my opportunities, my education, my money and even my self. I’ve been hiding and I’ve been afraid of the real life. That soon, there won’t be anyone there for me and that all I have to depend on is just myself…

But then, after those dark times, God still showed me the way. He made me use those experiences to find myself again, to really see my worth… Though I’ve wasted so much in my past, He still gave me the best things that I never imagined to have. And I’m so thankful for that chance He gave me. I will cherish everything and make use of it to see what’s in store for me in the future…

After all the tears I’ve cried out of those devastating heartbreaks, now I have someone who truly loves me unselfishly… And I do love him, too. After all the time I’ve wasted in my life, now I am working for something that pulled me to darkness but made me walk towards the light of my path… I’m so happy that I am what I am now even though I’ve made so many mistakes in my life…

I thank God for everything…

posted by myrottendoll @ 12:59 PM

---