Sometimes Life is Unfair
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I always believed that life is so unfair. That is, whenever I envy of the things I don't have, whenever I lose, whenever I cry for things that makes me feel bad. But as try to reminisce the things I've been through, though life is unfair, God will always be there and will always be fair...
I've wasted my time, my feelings, my opportunities, my education, my money and even my self. I’ve been hiding and I’ve been afraid of the real life. That soon, there won’t be anyone there for me and that all I have to depend on is just myself…
But then, after those dark times, God still showed me the way. He made me use those experiences to find myself again, to really see my worth… Though I’ve wasted so much in my past, He still gave me the best things that I never imagined to have. And I’m so thankful for that chance He gave me. I will cherish everything and make use of it to see what’s in store for me in the future…
After all the tears I’ve cried out of those devastating heartbreaks, now I have someone who truly loves me unselfishly… And I do love him, too. After all the time I’ve wasted in my life, now I am working for something that pulled me to darkness but made me walk towards the light of my path… I’m so happy that I am what I am now even though I’ve made so many mistakes in my life…
I thank God for everything…
I'm Moving (again)
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Moving? Yes, I'll be moving to another game again. This time, it's pay to play. No trainings yet and no formal meetings about it. I'm not sure if they'll allow me to move but I've played its Alpha Testing.
This game has a fascinating graphics and music, breath-taking scenery, gorgeous and classy characters hehe... and a revolutionary concept of MCC- multi character control. Yes, you can control up to 3 characters at the same time! You can even have an NPC with your team after accomplishing some quests. It is truly a breakthrough in the world of MMORPG.
I'll be posting more about the game if I find time to play it again after the wipe out. I wish for this game to be a hit for the hardcore gamers. This game is worth paying for.
My New Year
Saturday, January 06, 2007
I celebrated new year with my family, my grandparents and my cousins in the province. It's been almost 2 years since we went there to visit them.
That's Maan and Clariz in the picture. I made them pose like that. lol Kawaii~! And I gave them those cute little bags as Christmas presents. Sadly, their older brother was sick and I hope he's now ok...
I missed lolo and lola. I hope they are doing fine and they are in good health. I was so happy to see them. Though they are old, it's still amazing how lola managed to take care everything and do all the chores while we were there.
Our family members were all there... For the first time in history lol. We visited our little angel and said a little prayer. Though we never got the chance to see her, I know that we'll soon meet each other. She's in heaven... :)
We went back to Manila the next day and I went to my bf's house to see my new baby! Yes, finally he gave me a puppy! I have a puppy! We named her Michi for no particular reason except that we think that it sounds cute for her... Yes, it's a she. ^_^ She's 1 month and 14 days old. Ack! She's so young and I'm worried about her. She's so cute and I've been praying for her to grow old with me. Hehe...
That's her, my Michi~! ^-^
