I texted him yesterday about something we always argue about. I just asked him but with how the heck he reacted, I felt a little bit bad. I don’t know why but I just asked and didn’t want to start a fight. He asked what do I want to hear from him? But that’s not a good question. And I felt a little sad. That instead of making me feel better, he asked something that’s a little offensive. He should’ve asked himself, “What should I say to make her feel better?” He explained stuff and I said ok and that’s it. I don’t get why we’re like this.

Well about my post yesterday, maybe I don’t have to ask myself. I should be contented with the only fact that he loves me and I love him. Though he used to tell me that that reason alone isn’t a reason to stay. A friend reminded me that love is a choice, and that I chose him, I chose to be happy with him so, be it.
Right now, I’m quite ok. I’m doing so many adjustments so we won’t argue again. I’ve been trying to be calm though sometimes, he’s the one thinking that I am starting a fight. Now, I’m trying not to ask myself again with questions that make me want to let go.