Is it you or is it me? Well, maybe it’s me. I don’t know how to explain what I feel anymore. Am I too insecure? Or am I just becoming numb? Am I still happy? Am I already contented? Am I not?I know I still have this feeling but why is it that I’m not sure anymore? Am I bored? Am I scared? I feel like quitting for a reason that I can’t figure out. I’m not a bad girl but why is it that I’m feeling uneasy inside?
The sound of his breath as we sleep annoys me but makes me laugh when I think of it. The way we embrace and kiss, I long for it when he’s away. But when I have him in my arms, something bothers me inside, questions fly around my mind. I don’t know why I question myself with what I’ll be for him when often times, I long for him when he’s not with me.
I feel like letting go of what we shared to make sure of myself. Am I just holding on because I’m used to? Am I still holding on because I still want to? Am I holding on because I still need to? Or am I still holding on because I know I love to?
posted by myrottendoll @ 8:36 PM
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