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Define Happiness
Tuesday, October 23, 2007

You work together,
You're w/ each other and
You both love each other...
But it seems like you are no longer happy with each other?
Is that possible?
You're inlove but you are unhappy?

Nenok

Paano malalaman kung ang katulong nyo ay pasimpleng nagnenenok ng barya?
Ayoko magbintang. Ayoko rin naman sitahin kasi baka nga naman makakatulong yung mga barya barya bukod sa sweldo nya. Ang ayaw ko lang, inuutakan ako. LOL

Di ko alam kung paranoid ako or sadyang malakas ang pakiramdam ko. Kasi palagi na lang ako ang hinihingian pambili ng kung ano ano sa bahay. Hindi rin naman ako matanong kung magkano. At bakit pag magbabalik ng sukli laging may pahabol na "ay bumili ako ng ganito kasi wala na tayong ganyan".

Pag nagpapabili rin kasi ako, di ko inaalam magkano. Haha. Siguro naiinis lang ako bakit ako hinihingian palagi. Sorry, ayaw ko magbintang.

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Monday, October 08, 2007

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Nagka-baby na ang ex mo. Ano mararamdaman mo?

He was the reason why I was not able to move on for almost a year. He broke my heart twice and I was really mad and hurt. I admit that I was crazy inloved w/ him even though I know he can't love me back. There was this girl who pretended to be a friend and denied that there was something going on between them.

Syempre, walang mang-aahas kung walang magpapa-ahas. This was my favorite line during those stormy days. Anyway, I did forgive them and I am happy that I did not end up being with my ex.

Then, years have passed and they are still together. Nabalitaan ko na lang na nanganak na ang gf nya. At bakit ko ba pinag-aaksayahan i-blog sila? Kasi, I thank God that he made a way for me to escape from the relationship I had w/ my ex.

I don't want to end up w/ a guy who can't stand up w/o his parents. Now, natatawa na lang ako sa napagdaanan ko. Pero, talagang nagpapasalamat ako that now, I'm inloved w/ someone I know will never hurt me but will guide me and be with me to have a good life.

Kayo ba? What would you feel pag nalaman mo na nagkababy na ex mo? Nakakatawa pala feeling? Weird lang. :)